Broken
BROKEN
By: N.E.B.
Why does it hurt so much when I don’t own your stare?
Why does it hurt so much when your words aren’t mine to hear?
Why does it hurt so much when I am not the reason you laugh?
It hurts more when the love from you is something I can’t have.
I want you to look at me like you want no one else
walk with me slowly like a car with broken wheels.
Talk to me and I promise that I am all ears.
Love me and the same I do without fears.
Why does it hurt so much as you have not spoken a word?
You haven’t said anything and losing you, I can’t afford.
Because I know I will hear just a piercing news,
A bleeding separation that everyone knows.
It hursts so much that my world would break in two
That my life I planned with you is gone, too.
Let me know how I would mend this broken heart to see,
When I know that you were never been entirely honest with me.
Why does it hurt so much like that of a twisted bone?
Or even more that one could ever fathom?
It’s quite fitting if it hurts one blow of the ocean massively
I know it would hurt more if I let myself feel it repeatedly.